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Assalamualamualaikum :)
\Bismillahirrahmanirrahim/ Hye. It has been a long time we haven't meet. I'm suffering with fever. It was really hard to endure it alone. Without him by my side, It was a sad story for me. I've never imagined that he would make me like this. Yes, men all the same. It's okay, I can continued living with my life without him. Right ? It was not sure for me too. I will try my best so it will be a lot easier for me to forget him. Without him, it will make my life perfect. Before that, thanks to him for make me know whether he loves me with all his heart or not. Thank you for the second time with all my heart.
I will wait for the real man that will loves me untill we die and get to heaven, Insyaallah. Now, he is in a camp. Good luck for you. Even I said that I want to forget you, but I still want to support you from your back. 143 was a short form for I Love You. I want to let him know how my heart feels when I meet him. It was a long time I have expressed myself. I have always dreamt about him to be by myside when I'm crying, alone and like having a great fever like now. But, it was a dream not a reality in my life. I hope he know that I'm hurting because of him.
Now, only tears came out from my eyes not a big smile that you always see. It was a great time being with you and I hope that we always together but, this was the end. It is okay. Just like what I have said, I will forget you no matter what happens because it was a necessary for me and you. You can just go with her if you want. Now, when I bumped into him, I would look at another place, so that he can hate me all much as he want. I would ignored him just like I ignored my ex-brother. It would be an easy work to do, right ? One day, I send him a message and guessed what. He didn't reply it. Thank you for the empty reply.
Thank you for listening to this unimportant story. It was just a thing that I want to share with you, so I hope you always understand what I am sharing because sharing is caring :) Remember, loves someone with all your heart not with your desire. Assalamualaikum.
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